There are certain things that don’t really come up in normal conversation with your close friends. One such subject is the fact that when you’re able to be in a room with someone and not have the need to entertain the other. When you are comfortable around someone without having to say a word is a true testament to how much at ease you are. Being able to let your guard down is akin to kicking your shoes off after a long day. It’s so liberating.
The past few months, hell the past two years I have been in a receding tide kind of mood. I don’t know what to do with my life. I’ve been trying to figure it out. So far I have found out that I can deal with people, from working at the restaurant for the longest time. That just means I can work well in any job with people. HMM that narrows it down to like 50 million careers amirite.
I was thinking about computer science, but the math part does not appeal to me very well. I like computers, I like art, I like design. Computer design and marketing? Perhaps! This realization I have come to from sitting in my cold ass shower thinking of what to do. Its come to the point where I do not find any amusement in the things I had in life. Video games, skating, biking, hiking, photography. I want to be able to do this at home or on the go, but also have a home office to work from or even an office to call home when I do not want to be home. Toughie, I just have to buckle down and decide on what to do and stick with it.
BRB gonna drop my online web design class because I totally suck at it.
So about this camp. Its filled with ecstatic people leading a bunch of kids through their babysat day in the Newport Backbay. And I applied as a counselor. I actually have not taken care of any kids since my little cousins were… well.. little. Now they are about to enter middle school. So that was quite a whiles back. I hope they’ll like me!
we all now refer to each other as our camp nicknames. Speedo (Derrick), Dixie, Coppertone, Red, Runner, and myself (Boon). Its pretty… campy! I like it so far. Thanks to you Speedo for getting me the job =]
Congratulations buddy! this ones for you =]. Be safe on those streets yo!
Back to writing!
I went to Coachella a few weeks back with a good friend of mine. This was a super last minute trip too and it was the best weekend of my life. It was a combination of meeting new people, having no plan and enjoying the moment. Well worth the good chunk of savings it took out of me haha. If you read this friend, I want to thank you again for one of the best weekends of my life!
If you ever read this friend, this post is for you!
A moment of epiphany, good talks, hardly any sleep, party festivities of all kind, having those “WOOO” moments much like wasted white girls, the dog swing we never sat on, finding places to hide from the wind, walking through camp in the middle of the night into the morning, seeing all those weird people, finding a guy in a borat banana hammock in the middle of the night tripping out on acid looking into lights, dancing into the sunset, through the dust, skirting around stages, laying out in the deep house tent, waiting for showers, electric feel by MGMT, sets I do not remember, and everything in between.
Moments like those you could hashtag for days. hahaha
and yes i would go again next year. hope you do to!